Get Out Of My Head

Have you ever had one of those moments, when your ready to take the dive into something or go into a certain situation that needs your assertiveness and courage, then this little voice in your head comes out of know where and says “you cant do that”.

Then you curl up into a ball, like your back in your mummys womb, and then play down your action as if you was only joking or fooling around.

Its this voice that has been the strain on my life for many years, and know doubht everyone experiences this, but you’ve become so good at playing down your actions that you never take any.

Is that you….are you this person, or will your ego jump in and say “hell no thats not me” to keep you nice and safe in your fairytale land of lepricorns and pixe dust.

Dont you just love this voice?

I use to think that this voice in my head was something external, as if my body had been infultrated by some gastly being of negativity, becuase i would always think why would i want to sabbotage myself like that there must be something wrong with me.

For many years i went on thinking like that, its like it was a constant battle between me and myself, as if there was two minds in one body, one wanted success and to make a go of things, the other mind wanted me to stay in the same position.

Not growing, taking things half way and never finishing, crushing my chances of winnig or ataining anything because id lost before id even started.

So i got to work on myself, and i mean i really went to work on myself. First things first, this damn voice.

What is it?
Where did it come from?
Was i born with it?
Why is it so destructive?
Why does it seem so much more powerful?

These are the type of questions i began asking myself, then the answers started to appear. All i had to do was look at human beings, our history and our present state of conscoiusness and awareness.

I relized a few things about our human race that answerd all my questions but the most important to me at the time was, where did it come from? and why is it so powerful?

Well i understood that i was not responsible for the making of this mind that prefers destruction over creativity, this mind exsisted long before i was even a twinkle in my mothers eye.

Im not going to go into detail on how this mind began, that topic is a book in itself, but i will tell you how i moved beyond this mind.

Now dont get me wrong this type of energy never disapears it just transforms but its effect will not be as powerful, whenever i have a thought that resembles in any way that “i cant do something.”

I just laugh, i give that mind know power at all.

Thats what i relized, i was feeding its need to exsist, this mind lives of fear, lack, laziness.

So i created a new mind, an evolved mind, now i would call it a Superstar Mind.

So how do you go about creating a new mind, you begin by becoming aware of what the old mind says and when its saying it. So by that i mean anytime you are aware of yourself doing any disempowering move, or beating yourself up or puting yourself down you counter act with the new mind.

Yes, this is a form of brainwashing but its the good side of brainwashing.

Now this is not something you do for 30 days and your done. This is an on-going process until you become aware of the new mind working, and il give you an example of my new mind working.

The other day i got into an argument with my girl, over something very silly well thats what the old mind would tell me, it went something like this.

Old Mind: Forget this girl its her fault why is she’s reacting this way, she’s got issues to deal with not me.

Superstar Mind: Wo just back up one second, your the one who gave her the attitude in the first place and a comment which sparked her reaction and you knew it would do that, so talk to her and resolve this situation before it really gets out of hand.

This is exactly what was being said to me by this new mind, just as the old mind would tell you that you cant do something, this new mind, this Superstar Mind tells you where you went wrong, explains to you how to go about resolving it, and leaves you feeling empowerd and fresh.

This is the extent to which you can build this new mind, to the point where it tells me what to do and how to go about it. Its like i have someone whispering in my ear telling me im being a doghnut and to sort it out.

This is the power of the new mind, the new mind will sort your problems out while you sleep, the new mind will make you aware of the person you are and of the person you can become, the new mind is your new best friend, while the old mind gets bitch slaped into submission.

• Key Points:
• Become aware of the old mind.
• Listen to the old mind and hear for yourself how destructive it can be.
• Dont fight the old mind you will lose.(feeding the energy it needs to survive)
• Transform the energy of the old mind into the new mind by counter acting any negative thoughts or actions.
• Become aware of the new mind when it is working and say thanks.
• Keep the process going for the rest of your life.

Ive relized now that i can never get that voice out of my head, it will always be there, however my new voice is so much more powerful that the old one cant even be heard any more.